** sook blog **
Dads going over seas tomorrow apparently, so that means im back to babysitting and working. Id have no time for my boyfriend or my friends. This is going to be so hard on me i swear my parents just dont understand. you know if I dont see him enough he'll probs get bored of me and break up like i think hes having doubts already, you know i really want to fall in love im craving love. i dont want my parents to ruin something for me that iv never experienced iv never had a real boyfriend iv never commited myself to one person so strong before. they cant ruin this for me. I need a fucking life I need to get out there and see my friends. Its his birthday this weekend and I cant even attend it that hurts me so much i cant stop crying. i feel so insecure and alone why is everything in life so hard when we were going so strong.
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